Sanctuary of Mind

It's you and always been you. If I start this with a simple word, it's you. Oh, and also love. It's you who talk and talk.  It's you who try to sing songs and always end up losing breath. It's you who write poems just for fun and journals just to keep the memories. It's you who steal a second, split second just to hug me. It's you who live like there's always tomorrow and sometimes there's no tomorrow. It's you who carelessly sing me happy birthday in French. It's you who owe me things, like hugs. It's you who live like a caveman yet also live like a diplomat. One place to another. It's you who speak in other language and leave me knowing nothing. It's you spend hours for your own hobbies. It's you who (not literally) slap me with your feeling, it's sometimes too hard for a T to feel. It's you who keep saying Sherlock sucks. It's you who make me listen to 80's songs. It...

I just had my birthday days ago. I'm officially 20 now. Surprisingly, I asked myself about what have I done all these years. I've reached the 1/5 of my life, but what have I done? And I start wandering the mind palace of mind, achievement and life stories section. We shall begin with achievements first, shall we? Talking about achievement, I like to categorize things, there are two kinds of achievement when it comes to my little world, the small one and the big one. I must say I haven't achieved anything big up until now, since the big one are really big and also it has the main goal of my life, so I haven't achieved big things. About the small one, lot of things I categorized as small yet meaningful (or maybe turning my life around) achievements. I'm not going to talk about what are those (re: achievements), but I'm going to talk about the achievement itself. Some people might think, in one point of their lives, that they haven't done a bit of ...