Things I've Missed
 I would have been in my junior high school's robot team,    if I had not stopped coming after the first day of meeting just because I was the only girl who joined.         I would have been playing for Alligators--the Surabaya's softball team,     if I had not stopped practicing after three months full of sweat just because I was told that I threw and hit like a girl.         I would have been joining the swimming team,     if I had not quit practicing just because someone told me that my shoulder's too broad for a girl.         I would have been running for marathons,     if I had not stopped running just because my friends told me that I ran weirdly, as in too weird for a girl.       But now I realize       I should had not stop coming just because I was the only girl,    I should had be proud of it, as the only girl in the room.       I should had not stop practicing just because I was told that I wasn't "boy" enough,    yes I hit like a girl, yes I can br...