Sanctuary of Mind

It's all started up with the time, It's 11.11 and the name you whisper as a little hope isn't the one who is there for you after everything. You whisper the name and then for a second you think it's just your brain doing its routine. You will get over it soon, you've been said it since months ago. It's all started up with a video. You used to share it just to start a little conversation or even a new inside joke. You already copied the link and then you realize, it isn't the right thing to do, it is just not right. Then you remember that you can share it with other, but you don't do it. It's not your thing with the other. It's your thing with this person. Used to be. It's all started up with what you see. The road you used to see with them, the highway you used to use with them just to be in a certain place, the hospital you once visited with them, the place you used to be with them for years, the city's trade...

I'm back everyone. Finally, yes? Well, if there's a competition on the worst blogger ever, I think I'll come out as the winner. But hey, I'm sparing my time to write some words this afternoon, I'm pretty good, aren't I? Like everyone and I do know, when I write something on my blog, something either happening or happened. As for this one—this post, something is happening. A pretty big thing is happening. The thing is inside of me. Basically a war—Civil War, between my mind and my mind. Yap, it's kinda weird to think that I have two minds, but I must say, they are different to each other. So, what thing which can make my minds—glorious minds do a war? Easy. It's about dream, my dream.   And when it comes to my dreams, I will turn into this 5-year-old girl who wants her toy back, she strives for it, even screams for it. I must say that is really ambitious, but I'm proud of being ambitious. In fact, my ambition drives me sane, ke...

Counting days to the national exam which makes my friends and I really stressed up. I mean how can be this thing won't make any stress or pressure for both our brain and life? Some people have different ways to deal with their stress or maybe they don't have any. I have some, thanks God, and some of them are weird but worth to try. I mean, you should deal with it or you'll wrecked yourself. I mean it. Umm, so here are my ways to deal with stress! From a web I read back then that your room represent how your mind is. If it's nicely done, your mind is alright but if it's not then it's not alright. So, whenever I feel stressed up with things in life, I start to clean my room, decorate it with some new stuffs, or maybe at least, make my bed. This one works for me but I don't know if it's you. I always clean my bathroom whenever I feel stressed up. Yes, bathroom. I feel more refreshed than before whenever I finished cleaning my bathroom. Bathro...